Bob..

Hi,

Today I want to share some of my dissonant thoughts with you. Yesterday...the day was smooth except for some questions which kept bothering me in the later part of the evening.

Lot of people must have written about what I am going to share…but I want to do it again… don’t know why…

An incident triggered some thoughts in my mind and I marveled on the human ability to embrace so many personalities within himself (lets call that human ‘Bob’ for ease of reference). It is amazing to see how Bob can behave differently in different situations/ state of minds and with different people.

I was wondering…whether Bob does it on purpose? Or Whether Bob’s personality naturally changes in a particular situations? Or Whether Bob lets his guards down in a particular situation?...How can Bob manage to accommodate so many personality within himself… I marvel…

Someone might say that Bob might do it on purpose or the change might be natural and ultimately it depends from person to person… if such is the case then my question is that why does it happen that some do it on purpose and for some it’s a natural change.

Bob might seem the most happy person in the morning but in the evening he might reveal his deepest sorrows… why would Bob do that… is it because the society demands it or because Bob wants it… I wonder… and I don’t have an answer to these questions…

These thoughts force me to believe that the first impression is not the last impression…

Also, I kept wondering throughout the evening… why isn’t anyone’s life perfect… I haven’t met any person with a perfect life with no incompleteness…Bob might not share or talk about it … but there would always be something which would be missing from his life… is it nature’s way of letting everyone realize that there is always something to gain…or is it a method to make people realize the importance of achieve something or .. is it the vacuum which enables you to differentiate between happiness and sadness…I don’t know what the reason is…

I might not even be making any sense to you… but I have these questions in my mind to which I don’t have an answer…

And with these questions…I start yet another day of my life… with the memories of the past and expectations for the future…

adios
sam